Saturday, July 31, 2010

Love Suck

If u want to acting like u are unfriendly and so high class . I can tell u that i never fall on any nooob dude like u again. I think the better way to make me fall in love and it pay back is to wait until the guys come to me and tell me he like me . I never going to fall for any fool like u anymore and one thing i don even interested on u anymore so bye and i am walking away. Thanks god that i am not really in to u if not i am truely going to cry for u fool !! Thanks to myself that don't believe in love anymore . Now i am in love to myself !! hahahahaha

Friday, July 30, 2010

happy

I like one dude from tuition and when i saw him , my heartbeat just rising. I just don't understand everything when i get to like someone and it always not working on me with him ! But as long as i get to just be a friends with him is just enough for me anyway . I just wish i don't meet the wrong guys that hurt my heart before . Every time.. everyday.. thinking about u just like i really fall for u for so long ago. Sometime i just don't understand the feeling why like someone will bring this kind of big force to me but i am happy for it. I just hope that he have no gf hehe.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

my day

I really glad that everything is fine as long as no war is enough for me to be happy . Altough I din't smile for today but in side my heart i am just happy . The sad thing is my doll is broken and it really scary to see that! My lesson is I never going to play with doll again .

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

OneRepublic - Secrets

life

I don't understand why i understand them so much but they don't even understand me just like I did ? If u ever being betrayed by ur bff before when they take all ur friends away and they call u sucker will u believe in bff is forever anymore?? I will be alive now by having no friends is because i already understand the case of human attitude just like me and others . Me myself have no much different by being selfish , small gas , jealous and more just like others . Human are the same and that cannot be change at all.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Thanks for making me stronger

If u don't have the answer why are u standing there but why not i just walk away and forget about the answer . U think i am stupid because loving u making me the way u said . I give u everything and never ask anything but look at me i am alone now. Should i stay or i go ? But if i don really have the answer i just walk away . I am looking for attention not another question that make me walk away. Just walk away . i wait for u just like a crazy how can u never show? Can u just stop ur pretending? I will just walk away. After all u put me in too but at the end i want to thanks u because u make me so much stronger.Make me that much stronger ...Make me a little bit work harder . I ain't gonna stop being stronger . I ain't gonna fight for what u did because i remember how much i feel when i am in this situation.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Friends

What a friends for u ?? For me , friends is the one who keep their promise and be there for u when u need them no matter u are happy or sad . But the friends that i have is when i need them they are not their for me and the thing that they want is teach me a lesson that make me regret for what i have done . They only think that i am the one who are wrong . I agree that i am wrong . But i never wrote or talk anything about what have i facing in home because i know they that they don't care . If that is what u want by teaching me a lesson and get friends to be in two group , then it just happen. Sometime i really think that i have a scar on my heart since the time that i first lost my best friends . This scar is just reminding me about the losing friends that i have face for so long ago . Thats why i never believe in friends is forever . I will walk away and u will not see my face after 3 months i swear.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Walking away

I am walking away and find a better say for myself to live . Sometime i just think that if i think more i will get crazy soon so just let it go and act that u din listen to anything about it ! So i am plaining to walking away after 3 months and find a better day but stop talking about others and think about my future . What i need now is to have a better result so my parents will happy about it !

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I din say I am not a small gas people so what!! Who do something that make me angry ?? Some more want to say until urself so good !! PLEASE , I won't change and I can't be tamed so get a new friend !! i wanna fly ..i wanna drive.... i wanna go.......and never stay for u .. i will find a better one if u are not mine so bye

Friday, July 16, 2010

ANNOYING DAY

they are freaking annoying me and i hate them like hell . what is there problem about my picture ? i know i look mature but i am old enough to make my decision and what am i going to wear right? so why can u just stop saying this and that because it really annoying me like crazy !!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

The Letter

Dear John,

I am Ashley Grace . I hope that i can ask u something about the rules and the soul of love that have make me don't understand myself. But the last time we meet is in last year summer . I will call u soon so u can tell me or maybe write me the rules and soul of love . Anyway i really miss u so much . How have u been lately ? How was the new job? I guess i have nothing to say anymore . Wish u happy and healthy.
This is the letter that Ashley wrote it for John . John is the senior of the killer team . He is the guy that always help Ashley when she was in trouble.

MOody

I feel moody and sad just for no reason . i don't even know what happen to me anymore . I am acting like a crazy women . what am I ? I don't know and I have no idea of it . What make me unhappy is that i feel lonely . I always dream of alone in the play ground no friends , no family, and nothing. I scare to go far . I am scare to be alone too . What should i do to make this feeling gone ?

Monday, July 5, 2010

My love one

I remember the day u are here ,i never care or take care of u like I should do. After losing u . i only know u are the best and the one that i will love and remember forever . How much i wish u are here with us today . How much u do for us just to make us healthy and good in examination but we do nothing to repay u ! I will always remember the day that u are here and the day that u gave us happiness.

Beloved grandmother forever

Friday, July 2, 2010

Supra Shoe




MOODY

Today i don't feel that i have any fun because i don't even know what am i for them . Maybe i am just too useless for them. In tuition i am being scold by someone now in house still being scold again. I am too idoit to be true that i am still living . Maybe this is a great news for someone that hate me or for them ! T__________T sad

Thursday, July 1, 2010

BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [Official Music Video] HQ

i love this song

MY day

I am wasting my time for making myself more better then others but i am not and never will happen on me . what should i do for it? i cannot change anything. Today i am telling my mom that dad want her to help me to get my report card . At first i don't understand why my dad this time don't want to take it himself. So i ask my mom and my mom tell me that ( u still don't get it that ur result is bad ) That was what she said on this morning !!