Tired

When u needed a help their is no one to help
The tears will just fall just like that
Nothing is needed but just a help to make my job more easy
I felt tired and I hate what they have turn me as their working leader
Non-stop working make me felt so tired
I am not good enough
Being a PR is not really that easy
When u need to handle it
All by urself for the last part to combine everything in one

Thought

I felt so unhappy with what my mind was thinking

maybe I think to much

I am sick and tired of the negative thinking

what can I do with it?

I feel the jealousy from me to the others around me

I wish I could be smarter

I hope I could have the whole world by using my mind 

The negative thought should stop 

I hope life could be more easy for me 

I wanna the best of me 

I wanna the life that everyone could envy me