something

I saw something that u don belong to me anymore
I know I ain't who I am to u
I am just a friend for u
I understand what u mean
Just forget about what u said


~ from Sarah

Memorize

Suddenly I felt so lonely

All my friends is going to different college

No more fun

No more laughing around

Nothing left but just me myself

I am losing everything

I am here alone

In the dark and cold

I miss my school

I miss all my best friends

They may not be the best but they will always be with me no matter what

But now they are leaving

We are going to a different way

No more making fun and talking joke together

No more lame joke

Their is nothing left

But just memorize

Life without love

Will there have been a life out there that human being can't see ?

There will be a differents when you can't touch the sky out there

There will be a time that you won't said you love me anymore

Love with no life without any time have been count

Nothing have change

Nothing have bring you alive

AFter Spm life

I am really happy about today

My friends and I was hanging around at pavi

We were watching movie and shopping

I almost cry because of the last hug from all my friends

They will miss me so much

I will go moody without them

I miss them so much

Tomoro will be a nervous day

Because Manda was asking me to go Sunway with her and her family

I am scare and nervous at the same time

But I know I need to be a growth up

Because if I am going  college by myself without any help

I will still need to be brave to face it

school life is over

My school life have ended

I wish that I could have a good results

I also hope that all my friends can get the results that they want

I am really happy and scare at the same time

I am happy that my school life end

But I am scare because of the results

Actually more to worry

But I am really glad that my examination just end

I hate this feeling

I feel like being insulted

I hate this feeling

I don't need any promise from you

I am not as rich

But at least I don't need you to tell me what to do

I can not choose my life as free as you

Or where to go

But I am still what I am

I am still the one that you will never have what I have

lOve

Some people say love sucks

But actually love does not sucks

What sucks is a people that never get any repay back from their love

That's what you call sucks

Love is a pain

When it start

 It will be sweet

When it end

 It will end up with pain

What come what goes

But love come

It will go either happy or sad way

Regret

Today examination really hard ,this subject will makes my A fly

Sometime regret is really too late

God help me to get a good results please

I really try my best

I really wish that this wish will come true please

Jaeson Ma - Glory ft. Caleb Lin

HERO's IS MADE FOR GLORY

me and friends

Shooting Star

What would you wish for?

If you have one chance

If there was a shooting star

Will you wish for something?

I wish I could own and have you

I can really use a wish

right now... right now

WisH

I will like a airplanes

Make my dream success

Went to a different place

I don want to being reject anymore

I want nothing but just perfect

I wanna a different life

I could use a wish right now

Good luck

Listen to that song make me thinking about you again... I felt stupid that I should not have believe on what you said because all you said is a lie ...

3 down and 6 to go ....
wish all my friends who are having SPM this year Good Luck

I really miss my blog so much               BYE now..

I'm sorry

I should not have said anything to hurt your feeling because I am a fool. By being your friends I don even understand you or believe you. I am such a useless friends. 
I wish u luck

SCARE

SPM is around the corner....

 that makes us stress out ...

I am so worry about the examination that I'm going to have

 I am run out of time..

what can i do is study...

no more fun for me..

 I cannot give up ..

GRADUATE

Yesterday was our graduation day, my friends and I was having so much fun. Although my parents did not attend because of some personal reason but I did have fun. I feel kind of sad because of my parents did not get to attend. When that early morning, I was so freaking moody but at least my friends have been there for me all the time. The whole morning until afternoon, we running around just to get a good view for taking picture. It is silly that we were like crazy women running around and keep on swaeting but I think is a nice day that we ever had such a great fun.

Kumar Drag Queen part 2

Leaving

I wish that I am no longer stay in here. I want freedom. I don want to being control by u. I am sick and tired of this life. What u bring me is nothing about a happiness but just torture. My life have becoming miserable. I dream of good thing but it never happen on me. YES!! I am stupid .. I am dumb.. What did u want from me? Since I am useless for u. Everything that belong to me are no longer is mine now .

meeeeeeeeeeee

My Ending

Everything that I got is not from me. Nothing makes me happy.Soon enough I am so going to give up for what I had. Happiness never last long enough for me ... Everytime there is a sad starting their will be the happy ending for fairy tale story but for my life hapiness come so faster and go just for a few minutes, the next minutes all will be sad ending . What I wish is just to had what I want. I hope there will be a happy ending for me. No matter just a month is just enough for me . One month of happiness could make me feel happy and I will believe that happy ending did happen for sometime.

sad

today i get my additional maths paper 1... i am the only one that my additional maths paper mark get lower and lower each time i take exam..I make myself upsad and my dad was so angry with what i had for my add maths... i feel like giving up but i cannot.. i need to get a good result for add maths because I am who I am and what that I never good at I will try my best to get and I will love it more .. this is the real me..this is the real jofin

Adam Lambert "Sleepwalker" LIVE at iheartradio

101007 U-Kiss - 시끄러!! M/V

love this video

f(x)(에프엑스)_NU ABO_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)

the devil with angel face

I still can remember that day I saw u.. he was wearing a sunglasses and a black colour jacket with hood .. when he come in he look like a devil then he take out his sunglasses and put the hood down.. I can see the face was like angel face... the angle face that I have seen him before ... he was so hot with nice and friendly cool look..

I'm back

For so long that i din update my blog .. this day have make me tired but i din even get to enjoy anything.. everyday sitting at the lrt after tuition.. saw people coming in and out.. this  is so tired but what can i do.. i just need to stay for a few months then i am out... i feel alone, empty,nothing, no different ...i am trying my best to get what i want from now on .. stop jealous.. stop envy...now is study time

life

I believe that thing can be change and people will change either.. but I just feel that I don belong to my happy world anymore because I need to study hard .. I am lazy people.. totally lazy to study .. haiz sad but now I need to work hard because i need to change from now on .. I don want to regret in my future life ...

LIFE

sometime  i think why peoples love to hate each others just for a small reason.. they always act childish.. actually me maybe the one that are acting chidish or peoples is too sensative .. think positive not to envy people and jealous of what peoples had.. happy with what u have now.. never said no.. gain confident by urself.. learn how to be responsible in thing.. never give up when u are down or lost.. be more happy and have fun in your life ..

WINX CLUB

i try to draw it myself but my drawing still not nice .. but this is the character in the winx club ..

BOOK FEST

my friends and me... yie mei is the girl that i never meet her seen last year.. that day was so lucky that i get to see her..

DAY

For so long that i did not undate my blog

i am so tired when i stay at here but nowday i am much better because i am getting glad when i find out that life is all kind thing that cannot give up on .. i am totally sick for this pass few day .. really feeling tired.. haiz .. i guess i am just too tired .. ok bye got to go ..

tired

i am really tired with what they did.. everytime i talk to them about my thing .. they never listen to me and they will always forgot .. but when my sister ask them or tell them .. they will never forget.. they said i am rude but they don care how i feel when they scold me..why i am always the one that they hate the most? i am so tired with what had happen .... wish that i can fly

Slow dancing in a burning room - john mayer( with lyrics)

HATE IT

My life is always miserable because they just care about themselves. They only know that I am the kind of people that are too stupid because I am not as smart as my sister. I hate what they think about me but they never think about how stress that I had been. Always is about my result because they only know I am not smart and I don need to have any free time on myself and friends but the real thing is they are such a selfish person. I know that u don like me and u guys hate me but is ok because they don think I am importance since they don care about me as their children. What they know is that the smart one is always their family member. I will always be the stupid and dumb child that they ever had. Almost everything they scold me is about my attitude because I am stupid. Every time I said I want to go out, they will scold me for no reason about my result and my exam. I am so tired with your annoying face when u trying to talk about me and my stupid result that u thinks I am that dumb to be your children. Whatever I did is always will be wrong and they will always use the same reason by saying me this and that. I am always the children that love to waste money and din get any good result for them. I will be the one that always being blame by them. My results always being compare to others, but my sister had nothing but just happiness because she is smart enough for them. I hate my life so much.

miserable

I am so tired of listening to ur lie .. it just making me more sick of u..when i see u, i just hate u so much because i know u mean alot to me but i just don want to meet or see u anymore .. please god help me .. i am so tired with my life .. what a miserable day i have by doing the same thing everytime..from all the true that i said .. no one will believe me because my true don mean anything to them .. my true is just like nothing but just wind for them ... i am gonna give all my secret away but no one will want to know because they think is lame and boring... i cannot blame anyone but just myself from being such a stupid people ..i got no reason to make u believe in me

lie

just gonna stand there and watch me burn when i saw u and her ....that alright because i like the way it hurt.. u just gonna stand there and hear me cry .... that alright because i love the u lie.. i do really love the way u lie... it was not u maybe is me ... my voice when i talk... i hurt u so much ... i know i lie ... i am not going to start the fire ... but i am just going to let u go when u don need me anymore .. where u going?? i am leaving u...No!! u ain't coming back ... we running back .. what are u waiting for? ... just let me go

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's alright because i like the way it hurt

just gonna stand there and hear me cry,that't alright because i love the way you lie

Selfish

sometime if people is too selfish it will make thing worst in life.. plus if u don even know how to share and just have everything by urself it will just kill u by being this way... this is what u choose to be a selfish person.. at the end i can tell u that u will get nothing but just urself in ur life.. i am also a selfish person but sometime i know the way to share but not taking it all myself ... peoples that don know how to respect others should learn that because they will never earn any respect from others with their attitude .. if u are the kind fo people that love to laugh at people or make some funny noice when others is making mistake .. i can tell u that no one will respect u by ur attitude ...
so think before u act
i am also maybe the kind of poeple that others hate with those attitude but i promise that i will learn
learn from others when u want people to respect u

GOING DOWN

I am just miserable now and forever. All u can tell me is just to study but just study nothing more. What u know is just that I din even study at all. U don even understand me at all. I just don want to hear what u said anymore.Because u know what is better but I also know what is better for me and I know when to study. Cause it over... I just want all my freedom from u... I am not coming back and i am closing the door... Can u just stand to see me stress up about how tired am i with u and study? I never want anything from u but can u just don be so annoying !! TIRED and GOING DOWN

Human and Vampire Life

Dear diaries,

I have trying my best just to be alive when I am in such a situation by losing them. Than I meet John, he is the one that pull me out of all this pain that I am facing. I am so glad that happen because I can just be alive just like what I want when I am facing my vampire brother Steve. Firstly, my life is kind of miserable when I have all those tragedy happen on me. But now I am alive again when I have him by my side just to make my day happy. I am adopted and that what John tells me I am not a part of Kelvinson family. But as long as I get to know there is someone care about me I am enought to be alive again. Thanks John and I love YOU.

this is a diaries that have been wrote by Alice grace to her vampire boyfriends

PAIN inside me

Just come back from tuition I feel so tired but in the other way I feel sad and moody in the same time. What am i thinking is unnormal. I feel the empty inside me somewhere is come out. I need u. I am addicted to u. The u that i am talking about is vampire boyfriends. I know this is stupid and i know vampire is not real but if i have the chance just to found one maybe my life will not be so miserable. I am in stress situation, i feel the pain inside me and i feel the tireness of being a human. Sometime i really hope that i can fly or maybe run away from what i am facing right now. From the other side if i cannot fly maybe i can have a love one like vampire or maybe a human. I just don understand why i live like this. I don know what make me choose to be alive anymore. There are no reason for me to live in this world again. Maybe i am crazy.... I am not thinking about die but maybe just give me a chance to bring my confident back, my life will be much better. But how? Can anyone tell me how? I am sadly being alive here, tears all over the floor.... T.T

vampire addicted

I am so addicted with vampire,I just wish i will find one.I will do anything just to make my dream come true. vampire mean alot to me, when i am truely crazy about them for no reason. what are vampire made of? I just think that if i can get a chance to meet one vampire then there will be a good chance for me to prove what i have found. What i need is just a dream that i always wish for. that all for today .. good night

wish me luck

i have been here so many time before..it just hard for me to keep on believing myself but trusting myself that i can do better then others .. Am i am better ? Am i good enough? I don't really know . But i did dream that i am better then anyone .. But all just a dream right? The true is that i need more confident to force myself to get more A's in exam . I swear that i will push myself to hafal all those nilai but give me sometime .

normal

without edit

Automatic Blue DAy

Random

SECRETS

My life is kind of boring
Tell me what u want from here
I am going to give all my secrets away
I am going to live a perfect life
Got no reason by telling u everything
Sick of all those annoying thing
Leaving all those regret behind by having a happy high school life
Leaving all those problem we can solve
By giving my secrets away
I can't blame

ENVY

Jealous is a part of envy but envy is the thing that will always make people hate each others just for a small problem . This problem always happen between friends and family when they try to get what they want but they just could no get it thats why it just become hate in between of them . I really hope that people will think more positive when u envy someone or hate someone because this will put u in big trouble by not having any friends and family member . Try to be more automatic on talking with them so it will become better in ur life . Just hard to say is not right by envying people but think more mature when u hate people by envying them before . That always bring u a good choice.
My day have just become more and more loving and hate in u when i have no idea of why i keep on loving u.

Love Suck

If u want to acting like u are unfriendly and so high class . I can tell u that i never fall on any nooob dude like u again. I think the better way to make me fall in love and it pay back is to wait until the guys come to me and tell me he like me . I never going to fall for any fool like u anymore and one thing i don even interested on u anymore so bye and i am walking away. Thanks god that i am not really in to u if not i am truely going to cry for u fool !! Thanks to myself that don't believe in love anymore . Now i am in love to myself !! hahahahaha

happy

I like one dude from tuition and when i saw him , my heartbeat just rising. I just don't understand everything when i get to like someone and it always not working on me with him ! But as long as i get to just be a friends with him is just enough for me anyway . I just wish i don't meet the wrong guys that hurt my heart before . Every time.. everyday.. thinking about u just like i really fall for u for so long ago. Sometime i just don't understand the feeling why like someone will bring this kind of big force to me but i am happy for it. I just hope that he have no gf hehe.

my day

I really glad that everything is fine as long as no war is enough for me to be happy . Altough I din't smile for today but in side my heart i am just happy . The sad thing is my doll is broken and it really scary to see that! My lesson is I never going to play with doll again .

OneRepublic - Secrets

life

I don't understand why i understand them so much but they don't even understand me just like I did ? If u ever being betrayed by ur bff before when they take all ur friends away and they call u sucker will u believe in bff is forever anymore?? I will be alive now by having no friends is because i already understand the case of human attitude just like me and others . Me myself have no much different by being selfish , small gas , jealous and more just like others . Human are the same and that cannot be change at all.

Thanks for making me stronger

If u don't have the answer why are u standing there but why not i just walk away and forget about the answer . U think i am stupid because loving u making me the way u said . I give u everything and never ask anything but look at me i am alone now. Should i stay or i go ? But if i don really have the answer i just walk away . I am looking for attention not another question that make me walk away. Just walk away . i wait for u just like a crazy how can u never show? Can u just stop ur pretending? I will just walk away. After all u put me in too but at the end i want to thanks u because u make me so much stronger.Make me that much stronger ...Make me a little bit work harder . I ain't gonna stop being stronger . I ain't gonna fight for what u did because i remember how much i feel when i am in this situation.

Friends

What a friends for u ?? For me , friends is the one who keep their promise and be there for u when u need them no matter u are happy or sad . But the friends that i have is when i need them they are not their for me and the thing that they want is teach me a lesson that make me regret for what i have done . They only think that i am the one who are wrong . I agree that i am wrong . But i never wrote or talk anything about what have i facing in home because i know they that they don't care . If that is what u want by teaching me a lesson and get friends to be in two group , then it just happen. Sometime i really think that i have a scar on my heart since the time that i first lost my best friends . This scar is just reminding me about the losing friends that i have face for so long ago . Thats why i never believe in friends is forever . I will walk away and u will not see my face after 3 months i swear.

Walking away

I am walking away and find a better say for myself to live . Sometime i just think that if i think more i will get crazy soon so just let it go and act that u din listen to anything about it ! So i am plaining to walking away after 3 months and find a better day but stop talking about others and think about my future . What i need now is to have a better result so my parents will happy about it !

I din say I am not a small gas people so what!! Who do something that make me angry ?? Some more want to say until urself so good !! PLEASE , I won't change and I can't be tamed so get a new friend !! i wanna fly ..i wanna drive.... i wanna go.......and never stay for u .. i will find a better one if u are not mine so bye

ANNOYING DAY

they are freaking annoying me and i hate them like hell . what is there problem about my picture ? i know i look mature but i am old enough to make my decision and what am i going to wear right? so why can u just stop saying this and that because it really annoying me like crazy !!

The Letter

Dear John,

I am Ashley Grace . I hope that i can ask u something about the rules and the soul of love that have make me don't understand myself. But the last time we meet is in last year summer . I will call u soon so u can tell me or maybe write me the rules and soul of love . Anyway i really miss u so much . How have u been lately ? How was the new job? I guess i have nothing to say anymore . Wish u happy and healthy.
This is the letter that Ashley wrote it for John . John is the senior of the killer team . He is the guy that always help Ashley when she was in trouble.

MOody

I feel moody and sad just for no reason . i don't even know what happen to me anymore . I am acting like a crazy women . what am I ? I don't know and I have no idea of it . What make me unhappy is that i feel lonely . I always dream of alone in the play ground no friends , no family, and nothing. I scare to go far . I am scare to be alone too . What should i do to make this feeling gone ?

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart ft. Ludacris

My love one

I remember the day u are here ,i never care or take care of u like I should do. After losing u . i only know u are the best and the one that i will love and remember forever . How much i wish u are here with us today . How much u do for us just to make us healthy and good in examination but we do nothing to repay u ! I will always remember the day that u are here and the day that u gave us happiness.

Beloved grandmother forever

Taeyang - I Need a Girl [Eng Sub/Rom/Hangul] (동영배) ft. G.D (BigBang) & D...

Supra Shoe

MOODY

Today i don't feel that i have any fun because i don't even know what am i for them . Maybe i am just too useless for them. In tuition i am being scold by someone now in house still being scold again. I am too idoit to be true that i am still living . Maybe this is a great news for someone that hate me or for them ! T__________T sad

BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [Official Music Video] HQ

i love this song

MY day

I am wasting my time for making myself more better then others but i am not and never will happen on me . what should i do for it? i cannot change anything. Today i am telling my mom that dad want her to help me to get my report card . At first i don't understand why my dad this time don't want to take it himself. So i ask my mom and my mom tell me that ( u still don't get it that ur result is bad ) That was what she said on this morning !!

Super Junior(슈퍼주니어)_미인아_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)

my life

I am feeling tired after day by day pass .Really don feel well and keep on having gastric damn it. Really sick with u when u walk aways ! But life will be find when u are not here . I will not waste time talking to u anymore or put any hope on u anymore because I know u don like me and u hate me ! I am getting weaker and weaker everyday. When will I get back my fun life ? i have no idea !!

what is life ??

LIFE is what? i don't really know but i really hope to know it!! sometime i really feel bored with my life . we are like everyday doing the same thing again and again . if life can become more colourful i will hope it will be the world or life that i want.

LOVE

A lot of people ask what is love . But life without love they will not be happy !! The love that i mean at here is the love from our family and friends .Our parents love us and take care of us with care . But what we repay them is just nothing because we always do the thing that will hurt their feeling . Friends are just like a siblings for us but they are more different because they share thought and life with us no matter what happen to us . Not just friends will be the first to help us but also parents and family . They are the one that we need and they are the one that we love the most . So just be nice and enjoy ur time with them .

song

i still love u... i still got u... thinking back to the old time.. i and u was best friend but now we are like nothing but just a stranger...i don't know what ur your love have done to me .. u change my whole life....with ur love... think is time that me and u .. babe are u down .. tonight is the night to let it go ..just let it go

Secondhand Serenade Your Call

salman sing this song

Me and the Ms. Phin

ZOo

PARROT FEATHER from the Zoo

zoo

today i went to zoo with cheng mun and may ! we does have fun but i am damn tired !! plus my leg is hurt !

sky

What is the colour of the sky? everyone will say is blue but there are one boy that call Sky Kelvinson .What he see from the sky is darkness . This is just like his miserable life in a dark room. He is Edwin best friend. The way Sky think and the way he is are different from Edwin. They are like two different world people but they are best friend just make all the poeples looking at them like they are so weird . Sometime me myself also think that i had a different world from all my friends because the way i think are just not like them . Sometime i also don't know what am i really thinking . I am the kind of people that have my own world and they can't know what i am thinking !! Maybe i am to hard to get on my mind.

what kind of life did Ashley have ?

After the kiss with Edwin ,she feel weird but she just don't know how to explain it . Actually Ashley heart did feel the love and she like him too but is just because she don't know it . One morning at school Edwin saw Ashley . Edwin try to talk to her but Ashley just act don't care and ignore him by walking away . In class Edwin keep on thinking that the thing that he do for her is just wrong and WHY? He just don't know what can he do to make her love and care about him more .

Did i hurt you ?? i don't know . Maybe u are right but is okay for me to be the bad person because i am always the bad one for u !! My friends tell me that if people hurt or reject u is hurt but did i ever think about others that i hurt them before .. it still be the same for them .. this is true.. that they also feel the pain and the hurt .Day by day ,my smile have change to sad face .. my friends always ask me why did i look sad?? i said i don't know!! they tell me that my face look sad plus i don't like to smile .. WHY IS THIS HAPPEN TO ME?? CAN SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WHY?? !! I never like to smile is because I scare that if I smile with someone they reject the smile . i really need my friends hug right now!!

2AM - I Did Wrong (pt.1) [HQ:MV Drama] (ENG SUB)

The Fray - Never Say Never

heartless

Ashley being a heartless girl is because of she don't know what is love. Their was a guy like her . His name is Edwin Johnson. Edwin have try so hard just to win her heart but Ashley just act don't care . One day in school . That morning Edwin have start the first step . Edwin run forward to Ashley and hold her shoulder tight and kiss her . Ashley was so angry and she just push him away . After that Ashley run away just like that. Edwin feel sad because of the reject but he does feel happy that he kiss her.

This is the cake that we have on Mother's Day . Although is simple but it does bring happiness

Never be alife

Never Be Alife is a story about a girl call Ashley Grace . She is an orphan . When she was 3 years old , she have been chosen to become a killer . She have been train to become a killer that are good in everything such as shooting , fighting and more. Because of all this training and being a killer have made her become a heartless and cold blooded people that have no friends . She don't trust others not even her partner. In her life is all about darkness and peoples that she have kill .