Choosen One

There was a story about a guy that felt happy for the girl that he love so much when the girl wanna to get marry.  I just never feel that way before because I always feel that I ain't good enough for anyone and no one is good enough for me either. Am I too selfish ? But actually when I think back about what type of guy that I wanna as my boyfriend just too perfect that I can't believe what reason do I have to have this kind of guy in my life.  What I know is that god give us something and they take back something from us. So those people that think boys/girls ain't good enough from them should think what does they deserve to have a better one.

Thought

Now a day, I keep on thinking back about all those high school memory that me and my bff had.  It was so fun but now I found out that what I can't find in college is happiness.  All those subject became harder and my results ain't like my high school anymore.  Everything change when u growth older and everything that I know become weaker to me. Why is it happening?  Such a sad situation.  I am totally losing everything.  Everytime I am alone, I felt so lonely and nothing seem to be right for me.