Depression

This is really sucked when everytime I saw that idoit coming back n screaming at me like I am doing something wrong. I am really sicked of this life . I never bother to have those thing that can't last forever because I believe nothing can last forever. I hate the feeling that I had now because is really making me sicked n tired of what had happen. I promise myself, that I will never wanna to felt that way again. I hate this life.... I hate everything around me .... I dont wanna to make myself crazy but if crazy is that way to make it better then I will accept it . Nothing come along with enough this word because I will never feel enough with what I has or what I have and I wanna more. What will always stay forever with u , IT WILL ALWAYS BE URSELF so just wake up and keep urself updated.

Dr. Dre - I Need A Doctor (Explicit) ft. Eminem, Skylar Grey

Bring me back to alive

starting

I am ready for new life

I am going to left behind all my memory

Forgot about what have happen

Accepting all the future

I dont need any fake caring dudes to make my life happy

Because I dont need any happiness when I am in my own world

I am just good enough for myself

Nothing

Sometime I really can felt the streesness rush to my head

It is going to make me crazy for this

I am tired of being like that

I wanna to be as far as I could from my problems

Sometime really hard for me to be like that

I felt the empty without a friends to talk or share with

I am lonely

I am afraid

I am sick n tired of it

I wanna to calm myself down for awhile

But my mind dont wanna to listen

I wanna work with all I hear

But its nothing

I really got nothing

there is the devil

First starting with a devil walk into the house and scold me like hell

Next the devil was so selfish

Now, great a new nightmare is coming for me 

Why does everything is happening on me ?

I am so scare

I don't wanna this

I just wanna freedom

I'm sorry

I really regret to start the date between u n me

I just feel not right about it

I wanna to tell u that I don't want any surprise from u anymore

I am sorry about that

I like u since the starting of my form 5 life

But now is almost one year

I don't think I got any feeling on u anymore

I don't know how to tell u

I am scare that we won't be friend anymore

I REALLY SORRY ABOUT IT

Just let the relationship between us go naturally