Depression

This is really sucked when everytime I saw that idoit coming back n screaming at me like I am doing something wrong. I am really sicked of this life . I never bother to have those thing that can't last forever because I believe nothing can last forever. I hate the feeling that I had now because is really making me sicked n tired of what had happen. I promise myself, that I will never wanna to felt that way again. I hate this life.... I hate everything around me .... I dont wanna to make myself crazy but if crazy is that way to make it better then I will accept it . Nothing come along with enough this word because I will never feel enough with what I has or what I have and I wanna more. What will always stay forever with u , IT WILL ALWAYS BE URSELF so just wake up and keep urself updated.