HATE IT

My life is always miserable because they just care about themselves. They only know that I am the kind of people that are too stupid because I am not as smart as my sister. I hate what they think about me but they never think about how stress that I had been. Always is about my result because they only know I am not smart and I don need to have any free time on myself and friends but the real thing is they are such a selfish person. I know that u don like me and u guys hate me but is ok because they don think I am importance since they don care about me as their children. What they know is that the smart one is always their family member. I will always be the stupid and dumb child that they ever had. Almost everything they scold me is about my attitude because I am stupid. Every time I said I want to go out, they will scold me for no reason about my result and my exam. I am so tired with your annoying face when u trying to talk about me and my stupid result that u thinks I am that dumb to be your children. Whatever I did is always will be wrong and they will always use the same reason by saying me this and that. I am always the children that love to waste money and din get any good result for them. I will be the one that always being blame by them. My results always being compare to others, but my sister had nothing but just happiness because she is smart enough for them. I hate my life so much.

miserable

I am so tired of listening to ur lie .. it just making me more sick of u..when i see u, i just hate u so much because i know u mean alot to me but i just don want to meet or see u anymore .. please god help me .. i am so tired with my life .. what a miserable day i have by doing the same thing everytime..from all the true that i said .. no one will believe me because my true don mean anything to them .. my true is just like nothing but just wind for them ... i am gonna give all my secret away but no one will want to know because they think is lame and boring... i cannot blame anyone but just myself from being such a stupid people ..i got no reason to make u believe in me

lie

just gonna stand there and watch me burn when i saw u and her ....that alright because i like the way it hurt.. u just gonna stand there and hear me cry .... that alright because i love the u lie.. i do really love the way u lie... it was not u maybe is me ... my voice when i talk... i hurt u so much ... i know i lie ... i am not going to start the fire ... but i am just going to let u go when u don need me anymore .. where u going?? i am leaving u...No!! u ain't coming back ... we running back .. what are u waiting for? ... just let me go

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's alright because i like the way it hurt

just gonna stand there and hear me cry,that't alright because i love the way you lie

Selfish

sometime if people is too selfish it will make thing worst in life.. plus if u don even know how to share and just have everything by urself it will just kill u by being this way... this is what u choose to be a selfish person.. at the end i can tell u that u will get nothing but just urself in ur life.. i am also a selfish person but sometime i know the way to share but not taking it all myself ... peoples that don know how to respect others should learn that because they will never earn any respect from others with their attitude .. if u are the kind fo people that love to laugh at people or make some funny noice when others is making mistake .. i can tell u that no one will respect u by ur attitude ...
so think before u act
i am also maybe the kind of poeple that others hate with those attitude but i promise that i will learn
learn from others when u want people to respect u

GOING DOWN

I am just miserable now and forever. All u can tell me is just to study but just study nothing more. What u know is just that I din even study at all. U don even understand me at all. I just don want to hear what u said anymore.Because u know what is better but I also know what is better for me and I know when to study. Cause it over... I just want all my freedom from u... I am not coming back and i am closing the door... Can u just stand to see me stress up about how tired am i with u and study? I never want anything from u but can u just don be so annoying !! TIRED and GOING DOWN

Human and Vampire Life

Dear diaries,

I have trying my best just to be alive when I am in such a situation by losing them. Than I meet John, he is the one that pull me out of all this pain that I am facing. I am so glad that happen because I can just be alive just like what I want when I am facing my vampire brother Steve. Firstly, my life is kind of miserable when I have all those tragedy happen on me. But now I am alive again when I have him by my side just to make my day happy. I am adopted and that what John tells me I am not a part of Kelvinson family. But as long as I get to know there is someone care about me I am enought to be alive again. Thanks John and I love YOU.

this is a diaries that have been wrote by Alice grace to her vampire boyfriends

PAIN inside me

Just come back from tuition I feel so tired but in the other way I feel sad and moody in the same time. What am i thinking is unnormal. I feel the empty inside me somewhere is come out. I need u. I am addicted to u. The u that i am talking about is vampire boyfriends. I know this is stupid and i know vampire is not real but if i have the chance just to found one maybe my life will not be so miserable. I am in stress situation, i feel the pain inside me and i feel the tireness of being a human. Sometime i really hope that i can fly or maybe run away from what i am facing right now. From the other side if i cannot fly maybe i can have a love one like vampire or maybe a human. I just don understand why i live like this. I don know what make me choose to be alive anymore. There are no reason for me to live in this world again. Maybe i am crazy.... I am not thinking about die but maybe just give me a chance to bring my confident back, my life will be much better. But how? Can anyone tell me how? I am sadly being alive here, tears all over the floor.... T.T

vampire addicted

I am so addicted with vampire,I just wish i will find one.I will do anything just to make my dream come true. vampire mean alot to me, when i am truely crazy about them for no reason. what are vampire made of? I just think that if i can get a chance to meet one vampire then there will be a good chance for me to prove what i have found. What i need is just a dream that i always wish for. that all for today .. good night

wish me luck

i have been here so many time before..it just hard for me to keep on believing myself but trusting myself that i can do better then others .. Am i am better ? Am i good enough? I don't really know . But i did dream that i am better then anyone .. But all just a dream right? The true is that i need more confident to force myself to get more A's in exam . I swear that i will push myself to hafal all those nilai but give me sometime .

normal

without edit

Automatic Blue DAy

Random

SECRETS

My life is kind of boring
Tell me what u want from here
I am going to give all my secrets away
I am going to live a perfect life
Got no reason by telling u everything
Sick of all those annoying thing
Leaving all those regret behind by having a happy high school life
Leaving all those problem we can solve
By giving my secrets away
I can't blame

ENVY

Jealous is a part of envy but envy is the thing that will always make people hate each others just for a small problem . This problem always happen between friends and family when they try to get what they want but they just could no get it thats why it just become hate in between of them . I really hope that people will think more positive when u envy someone or hate someone because this will put u in big trouble by not having any friends and family member . Try to be more automatic on talking with them so it will become better in ur life . Just hard to say is not right by envying people but think more mature when u hate people by envying them before . That always bring u a good choice.
My day have just become more and more loving and hate in u when i have no idea of why i keep on loving u.