miserable

I am so tired of listening to ur lie .. it just making me more sick of u..when i see u, i just hate u so much because i know u mean alot to me but i just don want to meet or see u anymore .. please god help me .. i am so tired with my life .. what a miserable day i have by doing the same thing everytime..from all the true that i said .. no one will believe me because my true don mean anything to them .. my true is just like nothing but just wind for them ... i am gonna give all my secret away but no one will want to know because they think is lame and boring... i cannot blame anyone but just myself from being such a stupid people ..i got no reason to make u believe in me